slight delay

oh man i tried i tried i tried

i always get so frustrated at this point because no matter how hard i plan no matter how organized i am in advanced something always happens to throw me off kilter.

well this time, the paypal fiasco just exacerbated whatever last minute drama and i just felt seriously overloaded.

i was supposed to leave today. i should be driving over the grapevine right now.

instead i'm still in my garage packing and unpacking and repacking and unpacking after running around like a chicken with its head cut off trying to get my financial situation in order before i leave the country

i woke up this morning and just looked at the pile in the garage and decided i needed to back up and take the time today to take care of the things i need to since i'm leaving for so long as opposed to stuffing 18 hours of activities into 4.

i think i made the right decision.

we shall see won't we.